It hit me like his fist to your face
I'm all alone in this big nasty place...

I always feel preesured.. even though I should not...
I cant help but return to the razor.... i have got...

The people in my life i hold so dear
Their lives so f/uked up full with fear...

Sometimes i count the hours until I'm free
Until i can be gone from my destiny...

It holds the key to my life
Keeps me going... day and night...

Can you feel my heart pace
Through the white sheet...

Sitting on a squeaking chair turning from the TV...
Watching everything slowly turn cold, dark and...

*Not very Gd just... General rambling bout the...
I feel so dirty.. i feel like a wh/ore i just...

Confessions of an eating disorder
one purge, two hurl, three throw up...

The power of a blade..It bends and curves grooves...
It captures the red crimson chain...

I let them walk all over me.. and take all my...
Take the very last of me...

That piece of food will make her fat
Oh this isn't just obsession this is life...