Charcoal smeared around my eyes,
From heavy dropping tears...

There are no words to describe,
How much you mean to me...

Feeling the rage swirl inside her stomach
Rising into her chest and bursting out her mouth...

She sits on the shore,
Her feet dug into the sand...

She applies her makeup,
to hide red blotchy eyes...

The wind whistles,
through her hair...

Chewing on broken glass,
Let it pierce, let it fall...

She slashed her wrists
Way up high...

She listens to the music,
The soothing sound of the beat...

The water falls down
The tall brick wall...

The air is cold,
The rain like ice...

-- Sorry guys, know this is really shit, i just...
I hate the way I feel...