Drowned out,
Cant hear...

This will be the last time,
The last day...

Thoughts and mindless wonders,
Come rocking through my head...

Thursday 00:56, 26/12/05- Its bad i know, but i...
Ive put my mask back on...

The red waves wash over me,
and once again i am drowned...

Bloated, full
I feel so fat...

Im sick of living this life,
And everything in it...

My stomach starts to rumble,
I hear those familiar sounds...

I sit awake on my bed,
Tears streaming down my face...

This isn't my poem, my beautiful friend rosy wrote...
when things seem so close to the end...

You gave me hope
when the world shut me out...

She sets in the field
Her head in the clouds...