When you come in my eyes are red
and my cheeks are flushed of color...

Now i lay me down to sleep
this secret's mine and God's to keep...

Throughout it all there is no pain
no suffering only humor...

I lay here crying in so much pain
and i just wish it would all go away...

No one to save me from the inferno
that i'm spinning slowly down in...

Sometimes i don't realize it's him i miss
cause i drown myself in my friends...

Real friends last forever
Real friends don't break your heart...

There is more than one that i love
and then there's one that loves me...

When i was 6 you played your games
is this what you wanted to do...

Her heart is solid and black
from her many suppressed sorrows...

The first time we met his eyes took my soul
something made me want him for mine...

Being replaced leaves you in horrible pain
somehow you dont feel good enough...