One tear, one drop
Water and blood mix...

I can only hear obsenities
Lost in my insecurites...

Lost and dazed
Twisted and confused...

Everything around me turns black as night
But still you shine, my eternal light...

You asked me to make you happy
So I gave you all my love...

Once a whole heart here sat
Once a whole soul here abided...

The darkened clouds slide slowly in
Blocking the sun that had just risen...

I reach for you but your hand I cannot reach
Our fingers brush as your tears hit my wrist...

You whisper softly in my ear
You are too fat but you can heal...

I'm sorry
Why am I sorry...

I wanted to be your hero
To cure your dying heart...

We were both children
But your innocence was gone...