All the time when I feel all alone
These tears I cry and I beg you please...

My dear friend, I always want to run
To you, when I need a little bit of sun...

My thoughts on this book
are...

Cold seeps into my bones
As I lay in the dark, all alone...

I look at you with a smile on my face
For finally you and I have a place...

If it's not over, why do I scream?
Floating through the never ending dream...

I listen carefully to the ticking of the clock
I'm already hiding when you break the lock...

Open your mouth, and so easily a lie slips out
Look me in the eye and say there's no one else...

Never wanted to die like all this before
Slashed wrists oozing and I hit the floor...

Today I learned what it is to cry
To look in the mirror and tell a lie...

I loved you so much I paid all your bills and rent
I loved you so much I never asked where you went...

I think of you and all I can never have
All this pain I know will never end...