[[hi my name is nathan, my favorite nickname is omen, and that is why use it

summer 06 my best friend and my ex started dating, after which he was good enough to tell me to my face and risk getting his ass kicked, he survived the incident and all went well for awhile, then he started blowing me off, then he just ingored me all together, that is the subject of a couple of my "poems"*

im learning how to play bass from a friend and have been writing songs for awhile* as soon as i can play bass well enough i plan on joining a band or starting one of my own

recently i have been rather depressed because im lonely and can't find anyone who will take me seriously enough to want a relationship with me

so yeah, thats me in a nutshell

*fyi, all of my "poems" are songs i've writen, except for sanctuary and to him, that i tweaked so they were in poem form]]

One year later and im still a nut case, well lets see what's changed, not that anyone really cares

me and my ex's (both friend and gf) are kinda on good terms, i had another relationship that lasted long enough for me.

but now there's another odd and uncomfortable issue for me. there is this really nice and pretty girl that i just seem to be addicted to in the worst way. anyway i asked her out to test the waters and what have you, she says no, that she condisers me too much of a friend *gun to the head* and says she isn't looking into dating anyone seriously

less than a week later another dude, blah, blah, blah. they are dating, so lame and so heart jerking, havn't been writing many good songs, but did write a really good one "twenty miles" check it out