You can't imagine how much I wanted you to be the...
Everything I feel for you...

Pain feels like a dull knife
Forcing its way through a steadily beating heart...

The sound of rain to soothe my soul,
a far-off cry...

The times we spent together,
The long years of joyful laughter and fun...

Where do you run
When you're at your wit's end...

I think of you often
now that I am gone...

On some days I'm a matador red
Alive and full of jubilance...

Today I draw a picture,
a picture of my past...

Why did you do this to me?
I hate you so...