I wrote this poem for my brother. i hope one day...
i think about what to say...

As I sit and watch
The time goes slow...

We laughed together
we smiled once or twice...

I cant help but say I love you
Because its the only thing I can do...

As I lift the blade to my wrist
I wonder why I loved you...

A broken heart
a broken soul...

When You Were Just a Kitten And I Was just a girl
You came into my life and became my world...

I love you
But I had to say goodbye...

I say I dont care what he thinks of me
I pretend im gonna be ok...

Tiahn I never knew what it was like
To lose someone...

I hate that since me and my boyfriend broke up you...
i hate that you can kiss me but not love me...

You stare at me with cold black eyes
grab me by the arm and pull me towards you...