I look East
I look West...
To say I have put blood, sweat, and tears
Into every single one of my poems...
I find myself observing the present
Looking at where I was and where I am...
To every guy that is SCARED to
Put his HEART on the cutting board again...
Let's waste time
Speaking for hours...
Maybe I should try to let go
Maybe I should just move on...
Now I lay me down to sleep
I start to mourn, I start to weep...
I was only kidding myself
How could I possibly think she still liked me...
My world has turned a ghostly shade of gray
It all happened so fast to my dismay...
My stomach hurts so much
And I can feel my heart beat inside my head...
No matter how hard I try
I can't find the will quit...
I awake to the thought of you and I
And then I remember it was just a lie...