As I take yet another cold shower
To keep my mind off of things...
People don't tell me what I want to hear
They say "She's moved on, why can't...
I look East
I look West...
If I told you
That you have me on my knees...
I find myself observing the present
Looking at where I was and where I am...
I awake to the thought of you and I
And then I remember it was just a lie...
To every guy that is SCARED to
Put his HEART on the cutting board again...
No more do the songs I hear remind me of you
I allow myself to ask the question "Katie...
Now I lay me down to sleep
I start to mourn, I start to weep...
I was only kidding myself
How could I possibly think she still liked me...
My world has turned a ghostly shade of gray
It all happened so fast to my dismay...
My stomach hurts so much
And I can feel my heart beat inside my head...