In my heart, I knew that it could never work. I just wanted to see how far I could push it before it broke.

It's hard to wait around for something that you know might never happen, but it's even harder to give up, especially when it is everything you ever wanted.

You were the perfect guy...
You always seemed to care...
But soon enough, I realized that
You weren't really nice.
You weren't really special.
You weren't really what you seemed.