I am here living in an icy dream
Where no one can hear my screams...

Here I am
Staring at my window...

I'm staring out into the night
As the searing pain slowly ripping me...

If the past and present would intertwine,
If the world would crash down...

I still remember the day
When I met a lonely girl...

Key to escape from such a wretched life--the only...
Numbs one's self from all the pains and sorrows...

A forsaken, scathed soul
Heart in rupture beyond salvation...

All day long, my friends can see my smiles
But they do not know what's behind...

You once told me you're a true friend
Forever, you'll never leave...

Dear ______,
I know I'm not perfect...

Sauntering in an old place I knew
Where lay remnants of my memories...

I know my friend you're wondering why
I wrote this poem titled goodbye...