Get this poison out of me
I don't want any part...
I really wish you were here.
I wish we could sit by the...
Some day you'll
feel the pressure...
I'm sorry I turned out to be too much,
yet not enough...
I hide my depression on days like this,
because it hurts to know a portion of...
I was like a child with you
Teary eyed and baby blue...
I imagine us at a state fair,
walking through the crowds...
I hate the nights when I
end up talking to myself in...
I close my eyes tightly,
thankful for tired bones...
3 months later, and i
finally shuffled through...
every night ends similarly:
me, confronted with reality...
You offered a possibility of reprieve -
of rest I couldn't quite comprehend...