I saw this pretty red rose today at the park on...
The city lights were shining pretty damn bright...

Scattered shades of Autumn surround me everywhere...
My heart gets lighter as the sun begins to fade...

The lights fade like the sweet sunset,
I gain my confidence and walk out...

My eyes grow bigger than I've ever seen before,
Hit; Slapped in the face by my own mistakes...

Thoughts of pulling the moon closer to me,
So that I can blind myself instead of seeing...

I tried to be the person,
You wanted me to be...

I'm scared of your absence; leaving,
Don't let my ginfers slip- don't let go...

It's only when the sun light blooms,
My mind is attacked and surrendered...

I'm so grateful to have you by my side,
I can't do this thing called life without you...

Direction from God looks slim,
Medication prescribed more to her...

I grab tight of the heart locket-
Dangling around from my neck...

Here I go once again,
Slaimed into a rock...