My mind is throbbing from the thoughts of you,
I can't help but think about everything we did...

Blown away by all of the 2008 habits,
Ready to release all of the old stories...

I'd like to start out by stating that,
Life without you isn't the same...

Did I ever do anything wrong to you?
Did I ever say anything out of order...

Scribbles and scrabbles on the first three pages,
Two birds covering up on single page in her diary...

I catch myself thinking,
What if he was mine again...

I've been raped.
I've been molested...

I've lied to him for what seems to be an eternity...
He found out for the last time two dreary nights...

Dear Winter-
There's certain things you go through in your...

A day out in a beautiful forest,
Purple and pink wildflowers bloom...

The darkness is taking over my room,
Reaching; scrambling for my flashlight...

December smiles walking down my street,
Has my gut feeling weak but happy too...