My head is up in the clouds
And I don't know how...

My scars are getting worse.
The nightmares are becoming more clear...

My love, my faith, my hopes and dreams
Is all that you have taken from me...

The tones of our skin
The colors of our eyes...

"The room was spinning
My taste buds were on fire...

People do not get high to compensate
For being mad or angry...

I used to have walls to protect my mentality.
I wasn't expecting it...

I'm sorry,
But I have to write this...

You know that feeling you get when
you're looking down from a high place...

One, Two, Three
I'm comin' back so sad and lonely...

These words that I've just now written for you,
Are my thoughts and feelings that I suspect are...

My brothers are screaming
My mother is crying...