I remember how I wanted you,
such a gorgeous boy; so untouchable...

Oh what is the point of reason,
If reason cannot be found...

--This is to my awesome friend, Benjamin...
One day soon, I know we'll be together...

Hand me a couple pills to pop to kill the pain,
Suffering through this again and again...

"Why can't I feel anything for anyone other...
The dreams I've had bring us closer together...

"If you're sleeping, are you dreaming?
If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me?&quot...

Pretty boy always had a smile on his face,
Was so sure he knew his place...

Maybe I deserve this,
or maybe not...

They fought so hard to keep it together.
struggling so hard to make it last forever...

That was
my room...

Hold onto me, whilst I cry into your arms,
I am safe with you; I am safe from all harms...

I want you in my heart like cancer in my lungs,
A permanent solution to this life I'm leading...