Apologies for posting this in the love poetry...
I have enjoyed the pleasure's of pain...

I feel the need to be prolific
to mean something but to be realistic...

Your eyes,
reflect all the colors of the sky...

I need to find you sugar
your lost in hurt and time...

We used to watch together
the sunset sink and pass...

your wedding vowels have all been lost
maybe you said them with your fingers crossed...

Mary rocks herself to sleep again
Ya know she is so scared of the first light...

Stamed up window pain
the rain it runs...

Do you dare to dream and to believe ,
or like me are u broken,bereaved...

Deformed reality , twisted and broken
desperate words so gently spoken...

Stood naked barefoot on cold stone
slithers of light through the door...

Mascara stains , black bloods pain ..
tears cut channels through life\\\'s blood veins...