I lay awake in my bed
what should I do...

Will you miss me when Im gone
Will you wish we never kissed goodbye...

I try to hide the growing pain
inside deep it stays...

I listen to the rain
beat on my window...

I watch the news
is this the day...

I'm tearing myself apart
you're no where to be seen...

I hold on to my teddy bear
just lay on my bed and cry...

My heart beat is slowing down
and the cuts still blead...

A place inside my head
is exploding with thoughts...

**WARNING, THIS IS SUICIDAL!**
NO PLANS ARE BEING MADE...

I listen very carefully
to every word you said...

As soon as you realize
you turn you gaze away...