Today would have been your 47th birthday,
Instead of spending the day with you waking up...

Cutting you out of my life wasn't an easy...
blocking every way of contacting me was a...

Hurt by the one you love,
questions run through your mind...

Kill me,
end my misery...

New message blinking,
an email from you...

Dear Ex,
You came into my life unexpectedly. You were the...

Alone on the front porch,
staring at the glowing moon...

A true friendship,
with this girl...

Water overflowing out of the bathtub,
cold as ice...

Down the road lays a never
Ending chaotic destructive path...

-Written from my heart,yea some stanzas are...
Five years ago...

Alone in this cold world,
no one to turn to in her time of need...