Hate me
Love me...

Theres a noise pounding in my head
A feeling twisting and twirling inside...

I'm so lost
And I don't know what to do...

A girl who whispers her pain
With her head down in shame...

I don't know why I exspected any different
Why I thought I found love...

I had the scare of my life today
And realized my life worth living...

They smell him
And the blood rushing...

I look in the mirror
to see a stranger...

I am lost in thought
i am numb inside...

God I never wanted to be one of those girls
the one who care to much...

The days blur together
hours flying by...

What do I do?
I'm so confused...