Maybe I'm not perfect
Im sorry I can't be...

The air I breath is like poison
Suffocating me...

My scars tell a story
they tell you my pain...

Thoughts are leaving me helpless
jumbling in my head...

I see a pale gray world
worse than before...

My blood rushes
From the heat of your body...

Dear poet
You have been there in time of need...

I bite my tongue to stop the tears
I throw up a wall to protect my heart...

There's so much you don't know
so much you can't see...

I dream of a place
where I have a face...

I wish I could disappear
without fear...

I don't know why I exspected any different
Why I thought I found love...