Boiling rage
Hidden within...

Im tried of waiting
tried of hurting...

My blood rushes
From the heat of your body...

I have bitter and twisted secrets
Raging wars in my head...

Im beginning to see the truth
that there really is no me and you...

Thoughts are leaving me helpless
jumbling in my head...

I see a pale gray world
worse than before...

The days blur together
hours flying by...

Everyday
I look in the mirror...

It's forbidden
So I keep it hidden...

I have rage.... I smother
Hate .....I try to forget...

For years I hid my pain
To keep my mind from going insane...