Im getting very tired
But I just cant seem to sleep...

To: Derick
...You Mean The World To me...

I dont know why I bother
To try and live this life...

Why do I feel so much pain
When a smile is all I wear...

As I walked into the door
It was an ordinary scene...

I don't know how to take this
I'm not sure what to say...

I knew that we were over
At least thats what you said...

You've always been there for me
You've been there through it all...

To: Jason
Oh Jason my dear friend...

I'm such an awful person
In everything I do...

Each and every day
It kills me more inside...

Whenever I am sad
And on the verge of tears...