I gaze in the window hoping to catch a glimpse of...
My eyes frantically searching the dimly light room...

I sit in my room holding back my sorrowful tears
As I realize good old depression is back...

Everyday that I’m forced to see you and be...
The hatred inside me grows as I wish I could...

Hunny
You make me smile and laugh...

Slit my wrists and cut my throat
Let this blood of mine run free...

Give me back my weapon of self destruction
I don’t care anymore about quitting my...

Why must I forever cry myself to sleep every night
Soaking my pillow with tears of sorrow and pain...

So many times have I sat and wondered...
Why did God take you away from us like that...

_______ I’m sorry, please don’t...
I know at times you’ve thought that it was...

Wipe clean my crimson drenched flesh
Sew up these torn wrists of mine...

If the only knew what their little girl did
In her dark and lonely room in the still of the...

Sitting here numb and lifeless
Unable to speak, unable to move...