I push myself,through another day
So miserable, i hate it this way...

I've liked him for what seemed like forever
i can't believe whats going on...

I don't know what i did
honestly I'm afraid...

Whats is it that happened
this person i am isn't me...

I know you don't want it
I'm not what you need...

They way he once looked at me
as if i were the most perfect thing that could be...

Now i lay me down to sleep
prey the lord my soul to keep...

Pissed off and lonely, I'm only empty inside
i can't help but hate you, though you never lied...

Foreign thoughts pounding themselves into my brain
where did i go so wrong all in hopes to gain...

Twenty two tears I've cried
twenty two drops...

This feels right, no matter what they say
i would never have thought that there'd come a day...

It's his tenderness, that i truly miss
how i long for just one more kiss...