To be the one you love
Would be a gift from god above...

With the knife I cut myself deep
Watched the blood flow out as I silently weep...

I am not going to settle
Being second best...

I'm so confused about everything in life
And I feel like resorting to the knife...

I ask myself what I would do without u
How do I get rid of the feelings that are so true...

Everything was perfect
The sun was shining...

Lying on my bed
Tears streaming down my face...

What is the point
In going to school...

I'm sitting here alone
Thinking about you...

I do not know what to do
With myself or my life...

I do not know what it is
That holds me back...

Right now, I am feeling numb
Confused by my own thoughts...