Blinded by this misery
Confused by what is right...

Your lies cut through me
At a hurried pace...

Smiling as if I care,
Smiling as if you matter...

To sit with you in silence
With no doubts on our minds...

I said I'd write you something
To show you how I care...

Beautiful anxiety creeps to the surface
Ecstatically fearing life without love...

Slashing, dicing away at the seams
Sadistically throwing you in between...

I love you, I miss you
But I'm not going to cry...

Cause I can't stand to see you leave,
And I don't want to cry...

How pathetic is it
That I sit with emotion...

Passing away
Fading to be...

Go away
Go away...