Personal truths.

Ok so we all hide behind false masks and pretenses right? I want you to list at least 5 things about yourself that you've lied about at some point to someone. I guess ill start:

1. Although I have told the truth about not crying, I really am an emotional person, maybe too emotional.
2. I can't take the critisicm people give me, I take it to heart far too much
3. My paintings etc reflect what I really want to tell you
4. I want to be a child again - the toys are amazing!!
5. I act as though I don't care what you say about me. Really, it crushes me inside.

Ok .. your turn.

Here is my 5

1. I once believed that my family was right about me and that I would never amount to anything (though now I am working towards a degree to be a doctor)

2. I get angered easily

3. I cuss worse than a sailor; especially when I am mad.

4. I hate talking on the phone and when I tell people that I got to go and they keep the conversation going I really get annoyed.

5. My poetry reflects my emotions to the core at the time that I write them.

Next ....

#1 i did steal the grade 9 science final exam and yes the hairpin left behind was mine

#2 i seriously think i can rule the world under communism

#3 although i haven't developed the whole plan

#4 i talk to random people only if i think there lesser than me otherwises i'm shy and hate that fact about me

#5 i often break stuff to release my saddness with i turn inwards and form anger with it

#1- I usually don't like talking on the phone, I get nervous. I'd definately rather talk in person.

#2- When my friends make me upset, because they sound like a complete jerk, I keep my mouth shut from saying what I think because I don't want people to see me as the jerk.

#3- I act extremely confident, but behind it all I'm a mess

#4- I sometimes use people ask "back-ups", like when my usual friends are busy or whatever... I don't like them to see it like that, but I know thats what its like... I hate myself for that because I know its wrong

#5- I get jealous when someone gets close with my good friends because I'm extremely afraid of losing them or are friendship slowly fading away.

1 - I am a hateful person yes, I do hate 97% of people I see, but the 3% I care about more than anything even though I act as though they are unimportant

2 - Even though I am a very angry person, and most people believe I have no emotions besides hate anger and annoyance but in reality I have a very wide range of emotions I can't express

3 - I act as though everything in my life is great. In reality my life has always been horrible and is getting worse by the day

4 - I am a very dark person. But I am in love with a prep... that is kind of weird but it doesn't matter she won't return the love

5 - It was me that broke half the windows at the elementary school near the beginning of school

1 - I hate talking on the phone, completely despise it.

2 - sometimes I do or want to do things that I preach at other people for doing

3 - I like sympathy, although that's extremely selfish.

4 - I'm really against racism but I personally can't stand my own race and how accurate the stereotypes are.

5 - I'm telling everyone I've stopped drinking coke but I'm just hiding the bottles under my bed!

1. I dislike most people. I won't let you know if I dislike you, I'll even lead you on to believe you're my best friend, just to save your feelings. But deep down, there's lots of my friends whom I can't hang out with for long periods of time because I go nuts.

2. I don't trust anyone... With anything.

3. I've been here many times wanting to confess other things to, and deleted them many times over.
There's just some things I never will tell anyone or confess up to.

4. I love my bf very much, and could never ask for anything more. But I have times when I think I'm too good for him..And other times when I question whether I'm good enough.

5. I'm sick of helping people and giving advice to make them feel better, when their problems are really nothing at all. I put on a happy face for them, and try so hard to always offer my shoulder... But I'm just too worn out at this point, and I'm tired of helping people who have everything I only dream of.

1. I pressume most people will not meet my expectations so that I remain detached and without disappointment.

2. Not one person knows every dark secret I have. I space them out amongst different people so that no one knows what a truly f*c*e* up individual I am, and more importantly, can't use it against me

3. I've got many of them

4. I push people away that get too close with intellectual alienation

5. Most of the time, it's easier to indulge in negative emotions than bother fighting them.

1. I Hate One Of my Best Friends....
2. Im Scared To Love...Even though i have one of the greatest boyfriend...I Cant Love Him Yet
3. i am so sensitive/emotional...i cry when someone tells me their not coming over...when they planed on coming over
4.i know i can do better...but im to insecure to acctually do better....i cant live up to my own expectations.
5. I have so many reasons why i tell my boyfriend not to do things....but i can tell him why because it would hurt him so bad

1. I'm overly sensitive about what people say/do to me. I analyze every detail and wonder if the're out to get me, even if they were "just joking".

2. I am paranoid of the generation a year younger than I am. Too many bad things have happened between me and them. AND I get jealous whenever my boyfriend talks to a female in that age group. It drives me crazy. But I don't let him know that.

3. I always tell people that I would hate to become one of the people some of my best friends have become -but sometimes I secretly wish that i could have "hardcore friends" :|

4. Everybody tells me I'm a churchkid, and I don't mind, but sometimes I get sick of all the religious things I get forced into because of my parent's strong beliefs.

5. I lie to get my way, especially when it comes to "no, I can do it. I'm perfectly fine."

orange daisy.

Kim, there is all ready a Thread that touchs base on this:

http://www.poems-and-quotes.com/discussion/topic.html?topic_id=33438

~Joe~

We know ItalianStallion...We Know.

Here is my five:

I am too naive and trusting. Before trusting anyone, I test them first. Using their own fears against them.

I act like a child, and try to find someone, anyone to target against.

I can never fall in love with someone, don't know why but I can't. I can be attracted to them but that's only so far.

I sometimes take things too far.

I can hold a grudge for a mile on end....

I know ItalianStallion, but I thought I would do an official one that is mostly about this.

1. I act like i really don't give a damn about my family situation and my r/ship with my parents but really it kills me inside. i think about it all the time.

2. i always say im not the jealous girlfriend type. I always act like im not jealous but on the inside..im going nuts with jealousy.. only coz i love my boy so much and just dont wanna lose him even though i know i wont.

3. I'm a high achiever, i have a high status in my school and do very well. Because i achieve lots of things, i think the pride sort of wears off and people dont congratulate me or tell me how proudthey are of me anymore coz they are just used to it. I know it sounds awful but i like the recognition i used to get and i hate it when i dont get praised for the good things i do.

4. when i recieve a compliment i just shrug it off infront of the person, but really i replay their words in my head all day long.

5. i say i'm happy with my figure but im probably not as happy as i make out.

that was really hard! but i think its a great thread..really makes you think.

1.) i tell people i am fine when really i am falling apart and i dont want them to worrie about.

2.) so many people think i am strong and i agree with them. well the truth is i am not strong and no one really knows how weak i am.

3.) i try to hard. everyone thinks i am proud of who i am yet i am really not i try hard to be what people think i am.

4.) "i lie to ease the pain of the truth." i lie about stupid stuff so i dont have to stand face to face with the truth about me.

5.) i never tell people about my home life. i dont want them to know so i keep a lot bottled up and i know that is not healthy.

wow that was hard to do i like the idea though.

1. When people say something bad 'bout me, I take it to heart & it take lot of time for me to feel better again.

2. When I was in 8 grade I've trick one of my friend into eating frog eye. I still feel so bad 'bout it.

3. When someone did something bad to me, I promised myself that I will never forgive them, but the next day when they say something nice to me or pretend nothing has happen, I just forgive them.

4. I don't like study, I hate homework, but my parents expect me to get straight A.

5. I talk back to teachers that pissed me off, & ended up detention or sometime much worse.

1. My age - but what girl hasnt I came clean with the truth eventually where it mattered

2. Telling a few friends those pants DIDNT make them look fat when they did

3.Everytime I caught doing something criminal "I didn't do it" Well I wasnt planning on admitting it anyways.

4 & 5. Two words MY PARENTS my poor poor parents I think from like ages 13 - 17 I didnt speak a word of truth too them.

The Truth♥:
1♥. My Age-Only So I Could Date An Older Guy
2♥. How I Felt In Relationships
3♥.My True Hair Color *Wispering My Roots Are Brunette But My Hair Screams Blondey* lol
4♥. My Personality- At Work I Feel Like I'm a Zombie I'm Not Myself, I'm Who I Think My Boss Would Want Me To Be
5♥.I Lie About Reaching An Orgasm To Stop The Torture At Times I Will Admit xoxo-Nikki-xoxo

1. When my friends asked if I'd been crying, I told them I never cry.
2. I act all outgoing when I'm meeting new people, but really I'm wondering what they think of me.
3. I'm more sensitive and emotional than people think. I guess I never actually verbally lied about that one.
4. People say I give good advice. I'm glad it helps, but a lot of the time I have no idea what I'm talking about.
5. I think that Backstreet Boys are the greatest band on earth. I tell people that sometimes, but they think I'm being sarcastic so I don't argue.. lol.

^Some of those make me sound unhappy. I didn't mean for that, I love my life.

1>I bite my nails
2>When people ask if im ok, i lie and tell them i am.
3>I cheated on the one guy i really love, and he still doesnt know about it.
4>I piss people off to make myself feel better.
5>My own blood makes me smile.

1. I like I dont care when inside I care more then I should.

2. I cheated on the 1 person I love...I told him I didnt.

3. My best friend talks too much half time I tune her out.

4. Everyone thinks I am sweet when inside I am thinkin of a way to get u back.

5. I wonder what life would be like if I didn't have a baby.

1. I always act and always say that i totally do not care what people think of me....but i care more about what people think, than most other things...

2.someone else wrote this...but it really fit me..."I get jealous when someone gets close with my good friends because I'm extremely afraid of losing them or our friendship slowly fading away."

3. I'm a hypocrite with alot of things...but i HATE hypocrites....which makes me even more of a hypocrite...

4.I try to act tough and say that im gonna tell this person or that person off if they piss me off again...even though i know it will NEVER happen.

5.Even though i sometimes act like i dont like him or love him anymore, and sometimes talk bad about him...i still love him more than anyone else in my life....

There are a lot more than five things i hate about myself but here are five of them:

1) I can be hypocritical. If I was somebody else i'm 100% sure that I wouldn't like me.

2) I can be extremely patronising one time then brutally honest the next, it depends on my mentality at that time

3) I really honesty dislike one of my best friends

4) I lie to my family all the time about everything. I can't start telling them the truth now because they'll find out that I lied

5) I always judge a book by its cover. I am not racist (i come from a multi-cultural family) but I believe that first impressions are the best. I don't like this about myself

1. I have a co-dependant relationship with rejection.
2. I judge people based on the stereotypes they present.
3. I only say goodbye to people I never want to see again.
4. I can climax quickly without physical stimulation.
5. I like to tell people about my Hollywood connections and personal anecdotes about celebrities to establish my own credibility.

1) I hold grudges for years on end.
2) I'm not as smart as some people think.
3) I get low on myself if I'm not the best at something.
4) Its hard for me to open up to anyone.
5) I still love him.

1. I am stil in contact with my 25 yr old bf
2. i cheated on him
3. i told the guy i cheated on i love him.
4. i am forever crying.
5. all i want is satin

1. I always laugh and go constantly hyper but it's my way of hiding my real feelings.
2. I'm gay.
3. I told someone seven years older than me that I like them.
4. I bite too much.
5. I'm tired of pretending to be a cheerful person.

1) I can't take compliments, I just discard them as lies, and every critisism I get I take it to heart

2) There is not a single person I have ever soberly talked about properly how I feel

3) I would rather run myself into the ground then admit there is something wrong

4) Every time I go to the toilet, I either cry, cut or throw up

5) I whine that no one will ever love the real me, even though I would die before I showed the real me to anyone.

love
XxFeEBeDeExX

1. i tell everyone that my life at home is awesome but its not....my dad hits me

2. i tell people i'm happy with who i am but i feel ugly all the time

3. i have dreams and i tell people i will fulfill them but i doubt myself everyday

4. i tell everyone that i'm tough and i never cry but i break down in my room almost every night

5. i wish and pray everyday that i could wake up and just breathe and be normal and i dont know what that is but i would really like to be that

1. I keep secrets that end up confusing and hurting my closest friend.

2. I fall for insecurity rather than for what i really want.

3. I feel like a loser...but i feel like that's okay, too.

4. I imagine someone close to me dying so that i try to acknowledge how much they mean to me...but i know it never comes close to what it will be when that time comes.

5. I want people to hate me for who i am because i don't want to be loved for what they believe i am.

-Nora-

1. I'm really not as strong as i make myself seem around other people

2. I've probally been in love alot but really only once truly

3. I'm afraid of dying...

4. I sometimes wish i never did alot of the things i've done in the past year or so

5. It takes alot for me to consider someone a friend so naturally it takes a shit load more for me to consider someone a best friend

1. I really dont care about peoples feelings, no offense
2. Im not as mean as I act
3. I really do care about having a boyfriend
4. I never stopped loving this one guy
5. Im wiccan

â—‹1.I have done my fair amount of drugs and stupid stuff, but am past that time.
â—‹2.The computer is becoming a big part of my life, and I dis-like it.
â—‹3.I have my own beleifs, yet I go to chursch everyday with my school. :/
â—‹4.I told the one person I knew would never leave me, never to talk to me again because I was afraid of hurting her//I hold grudges2.
○5.I miss my old friends more than I ♥ my new ones. :[

-Lisa.x

1. I am far more emotional than anyone on this Earth will ever know.
2. I cry all the time about little things I know I shouldn't cry about.
3. I don't go to church and have my own way of beliefs(such as Lisa above) but not a lot of people well no one knows exactly what I beleive in..
4. I try to change for all of my friends so I feel as though they love me more..
5. I whine far to much.. ]

I love you Lisa!

Mine:

1.I Try To Get People To Feel Sorry For me so they will be more of a friend to me than anyone else.
2. I lie continuously just to get attention.
3. I would rather have everyone hate me so i wouldn't have to deal with doing my part of the friendship.
4. i am extremely afraid of the future and what will happen to me.
5. i can not control my anger for anything and if you get on my bad side ill hold a grudge forever and a lifetime.

AHHH Scary....

♥♥♥Lauren

ooOOoo and i get annoyed by the smallest things and i freak out inside about them..
AND people who are consided my best friends annoy me so much that i want to kill them.. but i am afraid what i would do with out them.
AND i think i am exactly the same as Jaime....with all her secrets...EXCEPT the BSB one...haha. no.

1. i write in my school text books. i write bad things...

2. i'm everything that i said i'd never be...

3. when someone pisses me off, i write a story about them. and i kill them in my story...

4. i'm a loser. and i loner. and all i ever wanted was for somebody to love me...

5. i hate myself more than i hate anyone else. but i still seem to put smiles on peoples faces...

1. I cry a lot for very stupid reasons
2. I've lied about my age because I have skipped a grade in school and am embarrased to tell the people around me that I am actually a year younger than all of them
3. I've only had 1 girlfriend, and I didn't even like her when we first started going out. I only did it b/c her friends pressured me into it
4. I try not to show my emotion to other people, but I am torn up on the inside
5. It may seem like I have a lot of friends, but I hardly ever go out and do anything.

1. I cut because of my friends and family
2. Every relationship I've been in was awkweird. No I don't mean awkward
3. I live in the past because I hate the present
4. It may seem like I'm always happy but I haven't gone a day with out getting mad or sad
5. I almost ran away from home to commit suicide last christmas