Life isnt fair

This life never was fair to me,
No matter how good I try to be.
Wishing this test came back negative,
knowing with me you cant live.
Those nine months was so unbearable,
Thinking I could keep you made me a fool.
Why is life so unfair to good people,
God, tell me why you are so cruel.
I want to keep my baby,
Wanting to have my happy family.
Love can be such an amazing thing,
Thats whats so great about being a human being.
On the other side,
Love is just a horrible ride.
Fairness should go to those who earn it,
But why me did god forget?
My baby will be leaving me,
At least I know he will be free.
Please know its not I don't love you,
But with no money, What do I do?
This will be hard and thats all there is to it,
At least being 22, This I can admit.
People say for this I am Dumb,
Just don't forget that I still am your mum.
I hope what I'm doing isn't wrong,
But I will be seeing you before long.
Remember that life is never fair,
But for you son, I will always be there.
This isn't anything you done wrong,
I cry tears every time I hear your song.
Now you will have a better home,
Don't think you are ever alone.
Me, daddy and sissy will miss you very much,
Be good for aunt penny and don't make a fuss.
We will always be around, my son,
Don't dare think our love for you will ever be done.
Know this, that we are not far,
Pray to see us on a wishing star.
Because this life just isn't fair,
Remember that we will always be there.