Bad Habit

Loving you is killing me
but so is letting go..
needing you is hurting me..
but you'll never know

missing you is bad for me..
so you really shouldn't stay
but i cant let you go..
i cant just walk away

even tho i know inside
with you ill never be okay..
its hard for me to picture myself..
without you with me everyday

so ill try to loosen up my grip..
i wont hold on to tight..
so maybe ill wake up on day..
and everything will be alright

or maybe i should hold on tight..
hoping it will pass..
i want to make the best of it..
the best of what will last..

i don't know what to do with myself..
or if ill ever come through
all i know is I'm not the problem..
because the problem is you..

yes your the bad habit..
hiding behind my eyes..
the one who is killing me..
even tho you don't try

your the one who's hurting me..
by just being who your are..
the who just keeps killing me..
weather your near or your far..

so maybe you should walk away first..
leaving me with no choice
but to walk the other way..
and follow my inner voice