Cut and Bleeding

My heart is cut and bleeding
my soul is ripped and tattered
all my blood is seeping
from this cut inside my chest

My mind is so broken
and no one is their to fix it
maybe, my heart was mistaken
because your words were never true to it.

My head is filled with anger
my arms are filled with rage
this cut is still so bleeding
my mind is stuck in this stage

This pain is so insane
i point this gun at my chest
i try to pull the trigger
maybe its time to rest

My life has had some times
that have made me happy and cry
but in the end i think
its time that i should die

To my friends i can say simply
most of you should rot in hell
because you were never their for me
not even when i fell

You were a bullet in a game
that game of russian roulette
and when it was my turn to try
you shot me through the chest

I tried my chances with you girl
and those chances proved so wrong
and now ive got some chances again
but is it time, that they'll be strong

Can this love be truly pure?
Can this love be true to me
will you stick by me, not sure
but my love to you, is to be

But if it all, just fails again
and i cannot, stand this pain
ill pull that knife, that stops the pain
and once again, ill bleed and be sane.

ive just got to stop this pain
why god have you drove me insane
i tried to feel sane
But this god has made me, lose my insanity.

(Why...have you put me in this pain?)