Ok, so, I am ridiculously depressed for half the time while ludicrously happy for the other half, although I appear to the unsuspecting eye to be happy 100%. It is in the half that I feel horribly alone, scared and just plain miserable that I write most of my stuff, apart from the stuff about my lovely boyfriend nicholas who I love dearly. I would love for you all to read and comment on my stuff, as it makes my day to day life that bit better. Thanks, and I would just like to mention stabbylou and emma cos they are greatest friends a girl could ever had, love you guys !! xx