I sit here in this room of fairy lights
In between a pair of squabbling friends...

The water caresses the land while above it
The cliffs brush fingers with the sky...

Flashbacks.
Memories...

Immense amounts of pain that I feel crashing,
Wave upon wave...

Everything's changing and it hurts me inside
Years of this measured in tears that I've cried...

A year has passed.
Now never again will you live...

As the liquid calls to me I can feel myself resist
Know I shouldn't answer, know I should desist...

The mood takes me and I'm helpless again.
Even though the sun is shining...

I turn my back on you
So you can't see my tears...

Standing on my own two feet,
I haven't had to for so long...

Struggling to keep the peace
Biting my tongue and drawing blood...

Why do you tell me you love me?
You raise my hopes so high...