Today, you're not here
So I'll lay, dreaming you're near...

I'll be your own bartender,
Listen to your problems...

Dearest Reader,
It would have been enough if I was given sight...

To Cat and all my friends,
"It may be a while since I last wrote...

Eyes open, I'm still in bed
Recalling a dream of you...

Do you know that I want to forget you
Because of all the things you simply do...

Yes, everyday you can see me smile
But what you dont see is my denial...

When you see her down and crying
Then you know the world is ending...

"Most wouldn't get it, some may have an idea...

Everytime you pass by
My heart can't help but smile...

You have forgiven me
And even showed your smile...

As I lie in my bed
I stare at the ceiling...