Its around about this time of night when the thoughts take over my mind
the ifs, the what's, the what happens if's, are the only words i can find.
The memories of what we use to be and all the things we were
come back to me in a flash of bliss and the world becomes a blur.
The feeling of sadness takes over my body and my smiles nowhere to be found
i feel weak at the knees and my eyes start to water as i fall so slow to the ground.
You were becoming a new person and i was stuck as the same
bored of my life and so instead, you, i blamed.