I knew better (words)

I was wrong, I spent so much time missing you that I didn't see
And I didn't let myself realize, that was how it had to be....
I would sit in the dark....
Pacing my mind for a way to fix my heart

I kept telling myself that you where the only for me
However true that was or might not have been
I wouldn't let anyone else come near
My life distroyed by a nonexisting fear

Months pass and your face is becoming vauge
Can a broken heart be cured...or is it the plage
I remember all the sappy love poems I used to write
The darkness that swallowed me is finally turning bright

There is a reason for it all
Eventually everything has to fall
Breaks in the concrete remind us it doesn't matter how strong we think we are
Laying around in the dark broken for months now...my only light being the stars

The other day I passed you on the street
Vengence isn't always so sweet
you wanted me back and all I could say....
Is I've learned so much since that day

Finally set free from that dreaded feeling....I can finally say love is fake
Falling asleep for days at a time, wondering why you can't wake
Love is the only thing that can kill and make one live...
Always going outta your way to take but never give

You say you'll change but it's far to late
Things happen based on destiny and fate
I hated it, when you spoke the words I love you
Because I knew better then anyone that they weren't true