Sides of Me

by Beautiful Forever   Feb 23, 2008


It's starting again, I can feel,
Coming on so strong, it's unreal,
My head is spinning, I can't think,
Confusion is winning, my hopes sink,

I hear a voice inside my mind,
My vision is blurry, I'm going blind,
He's laughing, not for fun but at me,
Laughing because hes the reason I can't see,

My stomach burns, I suffer from the pain,
Over and over it turns, driving me insane,
Pretty soon I lose my sense of right and wrong,
And I know I'll snap before too long,

The pain climaxes as I start to scream,
I pass out, to have another long dream,
I'll be out for several days, dreaming,
While hes back to his old ways, screaming,

I'll wake up, to see what he's done,
Staring at the damage, I'll try to run,
But I know I can never get away,
He'll eventually be back, one day...

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I wrote this about my split-personality. This is how I feel... I get stomach cramps when I black out, and he is the opposite of me. This disorder is called Dissociative Identity
Disorder (DID). It's an advanced form of Multiple Personality Disorder (MPD).

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  • 15 years ago

    by Grace

    Sweet poem dude LOL =)

  • 15 years ago

    by Grace

    Sweet poem dude LOL =)

  • 15 years ago

    by Nee

    OMG..
    I'm truly speechless..
    that was such a heart-stunning piece..I liked each and every stanza of it.
    writing about your own disorder, I can imagine it's such a hard thing !!

    I hear a voice inside my mind,
    My vision is blurry, I'm going blind,
    He's laughing, not for fun but at me,
    Laughing because hes the reason I can't see,

    this stanza was amazing..I don't know if I should post every stanza here and express how much I liked it !
    beautifully written.

    It's starting again, I can feel,
    Coming on so strong, it's unreal,
    My head is spinning, I can't think,
    Confusion is winning, my hopes sink,

    this one, as a starting stanza was very captivating, one of the things that truly matter to me is the beginning of the poem and the title..I see you took advantage of both. well done

    This piece was intense..I love the way you structured it and your choice of words was brilliant too.
    I hope you'll feel better soon
    Amazing write
    Seems like I'll have to add you to my fave authors
    you're such an inspiration <3

  • 15 years ago

    by DreamingOutLoud

    Top work 5/5

  • 16 years ago

    by ForsakenBeautyXx

    Ha scary... but this poem it reminds me of the one who has lost sight and goes into a dream... while the man laughing and screaming is my father as i try to run away.

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