This Love Rollacoaster Is Ending..

I hate this rollacoaster of ups and downs
I just want you to love me
And make no other sound
I'm ready to leave this crazy ride
I really do love you
But it feels the passion has died
I try busting my ass everyday
It only blows up in my face
And I just pretend everything is okay
You were once my sun that filled my sky
Now the rain clouds are coming
And all I do is cry
Baby I'm not ready to let go
But I'm stuck in confusion and pain
How can my lover become my foe???
I always thought you'd be with me all my life
Us always together
Me being your wife
Ive sat here wondering
Where did our forever go
It feels so distant
Like something Ive never known
We sit here
Our bodies so close
Yet I feel so far away
Why is it like this
It used to never be this way
This ride is finally coming to an end
I wont cry but I wont forget
Maybe we can be friends
Walking away with a simple goodbye
I turn away
And slowly cry...