Can't stand anymore

You broke up
I stand here in the darkness
Asking why
Why you broke up
I can't stand this
It's all making me dead in the inside
You will be asking
Why do you have this?
I will tell you why
You cant stop that
That I'm dying in the inside
My wish came true last year
And you broke it by breaking up
Its one year ago but I cant forget it
People asking
What was your true wish?
I will tell you all
In a grave of my heart
I was so in love with you
I had to much fear for asking you
And than you suddenly came to me
Asking me that one question
That I want to hear
The same question I want to ask you
Of course I said yes
We had a great time together
A few months later
We had a fight
One big stupid fight
All because of me
Now its over
And you dont want me back
And now I'm dying for to ask you
Why its over?
Do you still love me?
Why dont you give me another chance?
Cant you see I'm dying here?
You dont know what one love all can do to you
My wish is gone and fades away
And I know what one love can do to you
Its making me sick
Its making me dead
Its making me cry all night
And all because of this
What I'm telling you now
I dont want to live anymore

This is the real truth what happened :(