Trying to Convince You

This place at which I live I wouldn't call a Home
And to be Honest I'd rather die then be alone
I'm Broken again, but thats always how the story goes
I hurt so much But I'll smile because I don't want you to know
I can't let you win not again, so try
But I promised I wouldn't cry
Over something stupid, so believe me when I say
Your not worth the time I've spent trying to convince you