The One to Fall With

Embarrassed to write these words
but i just cant help it
the melody haunts me,
forcing me to submit

and so i must
as weak as my breath
write you this letter,
call upon death

that you'll come as soon
as all these signs say
i glance at each face,
hope every day

to see the arms
that i can still feel
from the dreams and entities
that haunt me still

i don't know who you are,
i can barley see
but my hearts calling out for you
to come to me

last night i dreamed
and you were so close
my heart melted,
a simple overdose

i must be going crazy
because i don't want to believe
that there is someone out there
who wont ever leave

when people run so easily,
love seems an impossible myth
so sullenly im left to wait
for the one to fall with

-theres a weird story behind this but i dreamed and actually saw him in there for the first time...and at one point we were falling...it made me think [which inspired the last sentence actually] that maybe I'm not looking for someone to fall *for* but to fall .w.i.t.h.