Careful What You Wish For

This dream was never meant to be true,
I've created a lie, and then it grew,
More problematic, it was out of control,
It led my life into another hole,

I can't stop, there's nothing I can do,
This dream was never meant to be true,
Now it's haunting me, killing my hope,
As I desperately try to climb this slope,

I wasn't careful what I'd wished for,
So careless, I lost the one thing I adore,
This dream was never meant to be true,
Despite the fact that it was all for you,

You're gone, I've got the gun in my hand,
Everything has gone as I'd planned,
I watch my blood and clothing imbue,
This dream was never meant to be true.