Homesick

I woke up this morning feeling...
Betrayed
Why I let people walk all over me?
Fear of being disliked
Pretending to be someone I'm not
As I strut down the halls
A smile, A laugh
But that's not who I really am
Different people, different me
My behavior relies on the people around me
Suddenly best friends become worst enemies
And the people you run to...
Are all aganist you
Trust can be as fragile as the petals of a red rose
When friends break my trust
I begin to feel more used than a Dirty Kleenex
The sound of my laughter
Hides the sadness in my eyes
As I step out of bed
A tear runs down my cheek
Coming to Northdale has been a life changing experience
That I wouldn't trade for the world
But it's times like this
When I start to miss my real friends
The friends who always got my back
I love and miss you guys!