My Last Poem

This poem better be good
because this is my last,
my love for poetry
is now in the past.

How did this happen?
everything was so great,
but time changed me
and now it's to late.

It was never suppose to be like this
you and I - together forever,
but now my fears came true
and forever turned into never.

we use 2 be so happy
and you were all I needed,
and I hate that it's come to this
now it's your heart I stampeded.

Everything was so perfect
and I just wanted that back,
but it all turned out wrong
and I turned your red heart, black.

Half of the reason was trying to save you
but there was a bigger half,
the half that just wanted it all back
the smiles, the happiness, the laughs.

But of course I couldn't have that
after all this time has gone by,
I'm not who I use to be
and I'm not worth your cry.

I hate who I've become
but I've tried and failed to change,
I'll keep our memories close
and remember the smiles we exchanged.

Poetry was part of the old me
and now it hurts to much,
I'll never feel right ryming again
just like I'll never feel your touch.

Please believe me when I say
I never meant to hurt you,
you deserve so much better
everyone knows you do.

Well I hope this was good
now my pencil will remain solemn,
I hope this was my best
for this is my last poem.

p.s. i'll always love you