He Should of Known.

If I could describe
The pain I felt for you
Then you would listen
And help me get through.

But the bitterness of your soul
Makes you be so cold
And here I'm crying
So dark and bold.

You are the person
Who makes me think of suicide
It's on my mind everyday
You know, I could take my life.

Why don't you think I'm at school?
I could be gone today.
Aren't you worried?
Doesn't it scare you in every way?

Since the way you acted
I'm sure you don't care
But I could be wrong
You said you'd always be there!

My tears are flowers I picked
My blood is a gift from me to you
I hope your glad
Because I thought we were through.

I know you're sad
That you feel pain too,
But the way I feel now
God, if only you knew!

No one is home
I'm all alone
And now I'm thinking,
I just should of known.

But the time has come
To fade away
I'm sure you'll cry
and regret each day.

See my casket,
Go down so deep
Cry all you want,
You wanted me to bleed!

Hold those roses
As there petals turn black
Wishing you could of
Turned time back.

As everyone leaves
You stand there alone
You whisper to me
"I should of known."

So kiss my gravestone,
Hold it tight,
Give me a flower,
and say goonight.