I Wish

I wish i was
too dead to cry
wish i couldn't speak
so i can no longer lie

I wish my blood
would wash away
from the cuts i made
i no longer want to stay

I wish emotions
i could no longer feel
make myself numb
so this pain isn't real

I wish that you
would pray for me
wish you'd open eyes
and i could make you see

I wish that my heart
could be ripped from my chest
so i cant feel the pain
knowing you loved her best

I wish that i
could die soon enough
I'm sick of being strong
sick of being tough

All my wishes
will soon come true
these wishes i made
all because of you