What's Happened?

You don't seem yourself these days,
Down and depressed like you don't want to live
You seem like you've lost all your friends
To spend all your time with your girlfriend.

I helped you get with her, remember that?
Well now I wish I hadn't
I like you both loads, but feel dead awkward around you
Because it's like your both afraid I'll take the other away.

I know you will never read this but it makes me feel better writing it
My original best friend,
What happened to us? I asked before if this was really friendship
And I think I know what the answer is now.

I think we are friends. Not as close as I would like
But maybe it's better this way.
I hope I'm not making this sound like I fancy you
Because I don't. Just friends forever I hope.

I want you to be your normal self again.
It's like she's changed you.
You're not that funny and not that lively
She seems like she controls you.

My friends and I, we say it all the time.
No one likes the new you,
Everyone liked the old one.
But the thing that hurts the most is...

You're turning into what I used to be
Depressed and suicidal because I thought that everyone wanted me to change
It just makes things worse, and it is probably hurting her
So I would change before it's too late

But, who am I to whisper such words?
The guy who is so afraid of change that it dragged him to despair
And tore him and his family apart
So who am I to whisper such words to you?

You're still doing the copying business, by the way
You've grown your hair I noticed.
I actually quite like it. It stands out in a good way
And so I guess I'm not quite as jealous anymore

I think I should stop ranting,
Wrote two poems purely about you
Lets just be friends and not argue or ignore each other
That way I won't have to write another poem!