Bottled Emotions

Bottling up my emotions
Only to keep them inside
From all the pain
I'm constantly trying to hide...

I say I'm okay
Tears glistening in my eyes
It hurts so much
To know its just another lie...

I cant run from the pain
No matter how much I want it to go away
I get stuck in lonely cries
The pain is worse than yesterdays...

I try to fight it
and Just say I'm fine
I constantly pray
Things will get better in time...

But nothing has changed
I'm still stuck crying myself to sleep
Just so I can make it
Throughout the lonely weeks...

I never knew the pain in my heart
Would hurt me to this degree
But isn't that what happens
When I Love him..& he doesn't Love me...?